Well, well, well after such a long time of over a year and a half I can actually access my blog! I can’t believe it, whenever I tried to log into it all I would get was a white screen no matter what browser I used or trouble shooting I did. I have missed it and have no idea how many of my old followers are even still around. I really hope they are all doing well and if they are no longer here I’m hoping the reason is because they are to busy living their best lives.
I wasn’t expecting to be able to access this tonight so am not at all prepared with a subject or thought to share with you all so I guess I’ll just share my biggest event happening in my life right now. I’m currently awaiting triple by-pass heart surgery and am feeling like my life has been put on hold as I wait so I think discovering that I can get back in here is going to be great for my mental health as I go through this. I have to remember that I have shared a lot on here that could be very painful to people should it ever be discovered who functioningguzzler really is so I probably need to decide if I’m going to keep writing here or if I’m going to start up a new blog. Something I can share in here is that I am sure my years of abusing my body and being an alcoholic has certainly contributed to my hearts problems. There is a defect as well so it was always at an disadvantage but my alcoholism has doubled the problem.
There is so many thoughts and feelings I need to pour out on here that now I realise I can access this in the famous words of Arnie – I will be back (well before I get cocky as long as wordpress lets me!) oh and Arnie has been through open heart surgery as well FYI lol