Not in the right head space to keep writing about me tonight so instead I want to write about ALL OF YOU. I really want to say a huge THANK YOU for all the support and feedback I get from you all. It really does help and it makes me smile each time I see something from each of you. I like that some of you relate to my posts or even a part of them. I love when you comment and give me feedback, helpful information and even your perspective on things. It often makes me think and also there are many times when YOU make me realize that I am just being to darn hard on myself. As well as all this for those of you that blog yourself can I just say that I love reading your posts. I enjoy supporting you where I can and sometimes trying to share a better of something from myself that might help you. Your posts have made me happy, sad, mad (no necessarily at you but who you are writing about) and from time to time cry. Thank you so much for sharing and being a part of my life.
Living sober, raw and real is my choice and it is the best one I have made. If I hadn’t started my sober journey I would of missed out on having all of you in my life and that would be crappy. I am blessed in so many ways and I count you all to be a part of my blessings.
Just a quick post tonight but my advice for toxic people in your life. The best thing I did after the weekend is I have made it so I can’t see anything they post. I can’t see them posting utter crap about me now the messages they are sending me trying to get my attention. Today was lovely I wasn’t worried about looking at my phone for fear of what I might see. I didn’t sit there upset over what was being said, I didn’t have to sit there thinking of a way to reply. Please just turn them OFF don’t let that toxic energy into your life.
BUT THERE IS A HUGE POSITIVE OUT OF ALL OF THIS and it’s you guys!!! Honestly I was so stressed and low from it all that the lovely messages and support I got from you all really did help me. Dwight your lovely message brought me to tears, love making you proud ❤ I haven’t replied to you all tonight but I will do when I have time just wanted you to know I have read them and I appreciate them so very much so THANK YOU. The positive totally wipes out the negative XOX
Hopefully my 7 things about myself don’t bore you all to death but I have kindly been nominated by sophie12hours in the Seven Things challenge. Thank you so much Sophie (still don’t know your real name) for providing me with this opportunity to be a bit more open on here. OH sorry just wanted to add – Please I will not be offended if I nominate you and you don’t do this. I really wanted to nominate you more as a way of saying thank you for sharing via your own blogs and thinking maybe following your journeys might help others.
- Thank the person who nominated you for the award.
- Share seven things about yourself.
- Nominate 7 other bloggers.
Seven things about me:
One – I have never disclosed my name on here. I find it better to not have my family or friends to know about my blog as it makes me feel like there is not going to be any comeback or judgement thus giving me the ability to be totally free and honest with my thoughts and feelings on here.
Two – Since the age of about 16 this time round has been the second longest time I have been sober for (yesterday I hit the 3 month mark) the first time around I lasted for over 3 years before I gave up being sober.
Three – I have a huge passion for helping animals and devote most of my time to doing just this when I am not working at my paying job that is (hey a girl has to earn a living as well).
Four – I am single and have been for over 20 years. This doesn’t actually worry me and I have probably set up a big “fuck off” wall around me due to being hurt by my one true love.
Five – I really don’t know if I am straight, bi-sexual or lesbian, I have been attracted to both sexes but I think that it will be a case of I will know which I am when I find the right person (if I ever knock down that fuck off wall that is).
Six – I live in New Zealand and I absolutely love it here. We have such a beautiful country with no snakes (except in Zoo’s) or deadly spiders which are two facts that I love.
Seven – I have a huge fear that I am going to stay alone and that in my future I am going to die a lonely old lady all on my own.
And for the final step I will nominate seven other bloggers, in no particular order, who’s blogs I have enjoyed reading and you guys might enjoy as well. And sophie12hours I would of nominated you but not sure if your ready to share another 7 lol.