I have no idea where to begin with this post, I have held back from talking about things on here and I lasted for over 2 years without drinking. At the moment I feel like I am right back where I started (yep I am drinking again) and the only difference is that I learnt what it felt like to be a non drinker.
I have different things that I am struggling with and the biggest is that I am attracted to different people. I am attracted to both male and female, it is no longer a case of I am turned on by a certain sex but now I am turned on by certain people and feel much love for them as well. I strongly believe that we are not made to just love a person because of the sex they were born as but rather we should love a person. I don’t care if they are male or female but if their personality and beliefs spark an interest in me it is a much stronger pull than me being attracted to them because society says I should be attracted to the opposite sex.